REEF < L i F e - i S - P e A c H y >: April 2005

FREEDOM! FOREVER!

Hatiku Tersentak

0 comments Published 4/30/2005 by reef.

CINTA - Melly feat Krisdayanti

Menapak jalan yang menjauh
tentukan arah yang kumau
tempatkan aku pada satu peristiwa
yang membuat hati lara

Didekat engkau aku tenang
Sendu matamu penuh tanya
Misteri hidup akankah menghilang
dan bahagia di akhir cerita

Cinta tegarkan hatiku
tak mau sesuatu merenggut engkau
naluriku berkata tak ingin terulang lagi
keh
ilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa

Aku junjung petuahmu
cintai dia yang mencintaiku
hatinya dulu berlayar
kini telah menepi
bukankah hidup kita
akhirnya harus bahagia

Cinta
biar saja ada
yang terjadi biar saja terjadi
bagaimana pun hidup
ini hanya cerita
cerita tentang meninggalkan dan yang ditinggalkan
cinta...

p/s : tiba-tiba tersentak? tersentak melihat filem indonesia bertajuk `Mengejar
Matahari`. Berkisar tentang 4 orang sahabat semenjak kecil di suatu kawasan
perumahan. Semasa kecil mereka telah melihat satu pembunuhan dan melaporkan
pada polis. Semuanya berubah apabila kehadiran seorang anak gadis ke kawasan
perumahan mereka dan pembebasan pembunuh yang ingin membalas dendam pada mereka
berempat. Boleh dikategorikan `berat` juga dengan mesej yang memaparkan pada
persahabatan. `para, terlihat dia bukan matahari, dia hanya pelangi yang hadir
dengan segala warnanya yang indah, tapi hanya sejenak, bagaimanapun semua hal kan
berlalu, suatu hari kita kan bangun dan tersenyum dan menyedari kita pernah
melewatinya`. Filem Indonesia bukan bagus sangat, namun di dalamnya ada mesej
yang tersirat dan mendalam. Lirik di atas adalah dari soundtrack filem terbaru
`Tentang Ada` hasil arahan pengarah AADC. Hopely cepatlah sampai ke utp cite ni \o/.
Hari ini rehat sahaja saya ini. Malam nanti baru berangkat study. waduh..
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Seminggu sudah berlalu

0 comments Published 4/29/2005 by reef.

Papa Roach - Tightrope

My words are weapons, in which I murder you with.
Please don't be scared. Please do not turn your head.
We are the future, the 21st century Dislexik, Glue-Sniffing,Cyber Sluts.
With Homicidal Minds and hand-guns.
We are Insane.
Nothing will change.
We are in-sane.
Nothing will ch-a-n-ge

**Chorus 1**
There is a thin line between what is Good and what is Evil,
I will tip-toe down that line but I will feel unstable,
My life is a circus and I am trippin' down the Tightrope,
Wll there is nothin' to save me now,
So I will not look down.
**Chorus 1**

And Yeah, And Yeah, And Yeah and it happens again.
And Yeah, And Yea-hea.

There's no beginning, There is no end.
There is only change.
Progression Backwards, is this where we are heading?
Take back your soul, Forget your emptyness

**Chorus 2**
There is a thin line between what is Good and what is Evil,
I will tip-toe down that line but I will feel unstable.
My life is a circus and I am trippin' down the Tightrope.
Well there is nothin' to save me now,
I'm falling to the ground!
**Chrous 2**

Falling to the ground,
down to the ground,
(again)

I speak of maddness, My heart and soul.
I cry for people who ain't got control.
Let's take our sanity, Let's take compassion,
And be responsible for every action.

Hell no, No How.
No way, No way, No way, No how.
No way, No how.

**Repeat Chorus 1**

**Repeat Chorus 2**

Down to the ground.
All the way down.
(Hittin' it again)

p/s : finished my final report fyp draft today. nasib baik sempat hantar kat SV di kala dia dah naik keter dah. pehtuh VIVA emt laks. seminggu yang sangat stress rase
mau jam dah minda. semuanya bermula semenjak terpilih masuk EDX. isnin cuti!
kena pulun tuk 1 test hari rabu . 3 test hari khamis yang berderet. 10-11,11-12, 12-1. huhu. non stop. suddenly i`m attract to this papa roach song. slow jek.
lirik papa roach ok jek. x sme ganas mcm between angel and insects. Angst~!
tonite i cannot do any work. i need some rest. my eye`s [-_-]. oyasumi...
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Satu Hari Dalam Sejarah

0 comments Published 4/28/2005 by reef.

Alhamdulillah. EDX pada 25 April 2005 berjalan lancar. Judge terdiri dari Dr Putri ,
Dr Razali dan supervisor sendiri Dr Ismail. Ada juga sedikit ketidak lancaran semasa judge.
Flow kurengs. A new experience for me.Jaga booth, explain2, promo2 dan pusing2
tgk booth lain. Akhirnya percaya juga di hari EDX. At least Dr Ismail berkata
`Oh u make it to the final`. Syukur lega dapat buktikan pada dia. Walau tak menang no 1,2,3
tapi dah puas hati dah berikan saingan terbaik. Saro ngan kero menang no 2 dan 3. Yee Seng no 1.
Kena buktikan padafinal report dan final presentation pula. Minggu depan 1 test rabu dan 3 test
khamis. Wish me luck!U made it finally takumi. Lagu baru dari KRU bertajuk sampai.
Infinite LOVE nye lirik. Enjoy.

KRU - Sampai

Sayang..
Apa yang ku katakan
Apa yang ku rasakan
Belum pernah dialami

Demimu segala ku kurniakan
Susah ku senangkan
Apa sahaja dipenuhi

Di hati

Dan masih lagi engkau bertanya
Sejauh manakah cinta
Penjelasan ku sebenar-benarnya;

Sampai
tubuh tak bernyawa
Sampai
ku ke pangkuannya
Biar jasad tak dilihat zahir
Cintaku kan tetapkan hadir

Andai dikurnia syurga
kan ku tunggu di luarnya
jika ditanya mengapa?
Jawapan ku menunggu..
Kau SAMPAI dahulu..

Mudahnya sekadar bermadah
Hingga kau meragui
Keikhlasan sanubari
Sedangkan racun pun kan ku telan
Andai kau menyatakan ia madu kepadaku

Oh sungguh..
Dan masih lagi kau bertanya
Sedalam manakah cinta?

Lafaz ikrarku buat selamanya...

Katakan sayang..
bagaimanakah harus ku hidup..
tanpa dirimu?
Sedangkan separuhnya di jiwaku,
bersamamu...

Sampai tubuh tak bernyawa
SAMPAI ku kepangkuannya
Biar jasad tak dilihat zahir..
Cintaku tetapkan hadir...

Andai dikurnia syurga..
Kan ku tunggu di luarnya
Jika ditanya mengapa
Jawapan ku menunggu kau sampai dahulu..
Ohh...
Kau sampai padaku..
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Saya Terpilih

0 comments Published 4/23/2005 by reef.

''Poster selected for edx.Collect poster from 17-02-17 bfore 5today. Check
email fr details.- pn azuraien''

received sms from pn azuraien, final year project coordinator.ek.
i`m selected for 2005 engineering design exhibition.i can`t believe
myself at first place.i really don`t believe i made it to edx as i don`t put
any hope to go further to edx. however , i will try my very best for this monday.
i think others projects much more better but as usual phrase theres something in
my project.waaaaaaaaaa.still cannot believe maaa.today i`ve to register for the
exhibition, setup my booth and then give my best shot on the next day.Alhamdulillah
i thanx God for giving me this oppurtinity and challenge as 10 selected projects
from all meche students.I feel happy, glad and also afraid as this project will be
judge during the exhibition and i`m all alone.Wish me luck friends~!Lastly new
lyrics for today.Sorry as www.blogger.com very difficult to access and i dunno why.
Well feel free to see my booth this monday , 25 April 2005 \o\ /o/ ..
..............................
UNIC

Insan Bernama Kekasih
..............................

Debar hatiku membisik rindu
Ingin aku jadikan kau gadis idaman
Adakah mungkin kau kumiliki
Untuk aku katakan insan bernama kekasih

Keayuan yang tergambar lukisan nur iman
Bertemankan keindahan santun perkataan
Bagai putih salju mendinginkan hangat perasaan
Terukir segala resah di jiwa

Ku ucapkan salam ucapan mesra
dan merisik khabar berita
Masihkah ada peluang
Untukku melafaz kesyukuran

Umpama rembulan jatuh ke riba
Mendengar khabaran dariNya
Padaku kau memendam rasa

PadaMu oh tuhan
Ku memohon keredhaan
Nur Kasih yang ku damba
Kekal hingga ke syurga

Hanya satu yang ku pinta kebaikan dariNya
Moga dipeliharakan tulus cinta kita
Agar kukuh ikatan yang murni bahgia selamanya
Dengan lafaz pernikahan yang mulia

Datanglah kasihku dalam dirimu
Menghiasi ruang hatimu
Akan ku sambutnya dengan
Sujud penuh kesyukuran

Ku harap jalinan kan berpanjangan
Selagi kasih yang terbina
Kerana cinta kepadaNya

Kau kusayangi teman sejati
Dikaulah sesungguhnya
Insan bernama Kekasih

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Penghujung April Yang Padat

0 comments Published 4/18/2005 by reef.

Crazy Town

Drowning

Everything is so complex
Everyday is like a test full of obstacles
That seem almost impossible

And I'm thinking just another breath
Not a minute left
How long have I been drifting

Pass the glass pipe, hit the flashlight
Now break it
People say I'm a star but I still think I'll never make it

And I'm thinking
Just another prayer
Not a second left
I feel there's something missing

CHORUS:
Sometimes I hate that chaos surrounds me
When all the answers that I see go around me
Am I drowning
Am I fading away
Or am I living up to all your dreams that made me this way
Am I drowning (x4)

I've been to hell and back,
Looking for the answers to life
Looking at myself trying to get things right

And I'm feeling
Just another breath
Not a minute left
I feel the darkness lifting

There was a time that I questioned,
If I'd ever be alright
Running getting high,
Staying trapped by sleepless nights

And I'm thinking
Just another breath
Not a minute left
I feel there's something missing

I'm running from myself and all the things I don't like
Living every night like it's the last night

And I'm thinking
Just another prayer
Not a second left
I need to stop resisting

CHORUS

Drowning in the drama,
Lost in the line
Trapped by the currents of life
Caught in the rip tide
repeat x4

Am I drowning (x4)

CHORUS

p/s : blogger.com jam. wednesday sumbit fyp poster. tuesday and thursday holiday.
listening to m nasir srikandi cintaku. waiting for class at 10. meeting with supervisor.
mood upside down. usually middle. pray and pray. #utptv under test drive. my life.
my peachy. enjoy drowning by crazy town. am i drowning? am i sleeping? am i dreaming?
watching vanilla sky last saturday. it`s all about what we choose in life. we have the
power to change. to be different or just the way it is. ready for class. just think
about it.
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Esok Yang Tidak Pasti

0 comments Published 4/13/2005 by reef.

MesTiCa

Destinasi Cinta

Menyingkap tirai hati
Mengintai keampunan
Di halaman subur rahmat-Mu, Tuhan
Tiap jejak nan bertapak
Debu kejahilan
Akan ku jirus dengan madu keimanan

Tak ternilai airmata dengan permata
Yang bisa memadamkan api neraka
Andai benar mengalir dari nasuha nurani
Tak kan berpaling pada palsu duniawi

Destinasi cinta yang ku cari
Sebenarnya terlalu hampir
Hanya kabur kerana dosa di dalam hati
Telah ku redah daerah cinta
Yang lahir dari wadah yang alpa
Tiada tenang ku temui
Hanya kecewa menyelubungi

C/O
Ku gelintar segenap maya
Dambakan sebutir hakikat
Untuk ku semai menjadi sepohon makrifat
Moga dapat ku berteduh di rendang kasih-Mu

Namun ranjaunya tidak akan sunyi
Selagi denyut nadi belum berhenti
Durjana syaitan kan cuba menodai
Segumpal darah bernama hati
(Destinasi cinta Ilahi)

Lestarikan wadi kalbuku, oh Tuhanku
Leraikan aku dari pautan nafsu
Biarpun sukar bagiku melamar redha-Mu
Namun masihku mengharap ampunan-Mu
Wahai Tuhanku… Ya Allah…

p/s : Lepas gak nak masuk blogsite ni selepas beberapa hari x dapat masuk . Internet sangat lagging . Masih menghitung hari . Alhamdulillah berjaya mengejar masa-masa yang ketinggalan ini . Mari merenungi bait bait nasyid Destinasi Cinta dari Mestica . Mari ingatkan pada diri saya sendiri destinasi cinta yang abadi adalah pada Allah . Hidup mencari keredhaan dan keberkatan . Kita adalah wajah masa depan . Masa depan yang perlukan lebih kekuatan dan ketabahan kerana cabaran yang mendatang lebih hebat lagi . Andai asas kita kukuh dalam segala aspek andai badai ribut melanda dapat diatasi . Marilah kita merealisasikan impian dalam pelajaran dan seterusnya ke alam pekerjaan pula . Sarapan dahulu .
Hingga ketemu lagi .
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Mendung Petang Tronoh

0 comments Published 4/11/2005 by reef.

I don`t know what lyrics to post here. I don`t know who`s reading my blog .
I don`t know why i`m joining this blogspot . What i know is i like to try something
new in internet . I`ve found the very best web host which is freeserver.com .
My avicenna 959 webpage still on although almost five years i haven`t sign in.
I though that they might close it down but thanks God they still keep it on .
Its have been raining almost everyday . Less that 1 month till study week .
A lot of things to be settle down . I can feel the pressure as the deadline getting
near . Hoping to give my very best in this final year . Waiting for maghrib and
dinner . Later . \o/ LiFe iS PeAcHy \o/
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Mentari Muncul Lagi

0 comments Published by reef.

Saliva

Bleed For Me

All I ever wanted
was to be at your service
but now I'm alone
cause you were here and you're gone

And all I ever wanted
was to feel I had a purpose
but now that's all gone

But if you could give me
just one love
just one life
just one chance to believe in mine
just one love
just one life
you'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
Bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

All I ever wanted
was to be what you needed
cause something so strong
it could never be wrong.
And all I can promise
is to say what I'm feeling
We've made it so long

But if you could give me
just one love
just one life
just one chance to believe in mine
just one love
just one life
you'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
You'd bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

Just one love in my life...
You'd bleed for me
and I didn't dare to notice you
now I'm stuck
out on a line.
Bleed for me
I didn't care to be with you
now you're stuck in my mind

p/s : Today`s 11 April.. weekdays arrive again.. monday morning blues.. weekend finished in the room doing assignments, projects , FYP , watching movies , going just for lunch and dinner.. internet getting slower day by day.. finally submitted my second progress report last friday.. prepare for final report draft.. life is fine..
want to get along with all friends during this final year.. oh i have class at 10..
jaaa...
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Sebulan Lagi...

0 comments Published 4/06/2005 by reef.

Initial D - Burning Desire

like a greedy man
I'm coming back to you
it's time to play my game
I can't stay without you
wanna get you babe
I'm gonna take your love
'cause I need it

let me be your man
and let me kiss you there
I need to touch your body
it's gonna be all right
want you tonight babe
I wanna get your love
to make love

now I wanna be close to you
I wanna see your body move
don't take a rest
can you make me hot tonight?
I'm like a bomb
I'm busting out

it's a burning desire, it's burning me
takes my heart and my soul, uh wow wow
'cause you're just like the fire, I'm goin' out of control
and you drive me crazy
it's a burning desire, it's burning me
takes my heart and my soul, uh wow wow
'cause you're just like the fire, I'm goin' out
I'm getting crazy for you, I want you baby

you can see me now
just in front of you
I'm gonna touch your body
I know you'll be all right
gonna get you babe
now you can taste my love
to make love

now I wanna be close to you
I wanna see your body move
don't take a rest
can you make me hot tonight?
I'm like a bomb
I'm busting out

it's a burning desire, it's burning me
takes my heart and my soul, uh wow wow
'cause you're just like the fire, I'm goin' out of control
and you drive me crazy
it's a burning desire, it's burning me
takes my heart and my soul, uh wow wow
'cause you're just like the fire, I'm goin' out
I'm getting crazy for you, I want you baby

you can see me now
just in front of you
I'm gonna touch your body
I know you'll be all right
gonna get you babe
now you can taste my love
let's make love

now I wanna be close to you
I wanna see your body move
don't take a rest
can you make me hot tonight?
I'm like a bomb
I'm busting out

it's a burning desire, it's burning me
takes my heart and my soul, uh wow wow
'cause you're just like the fire, I'm goin' out of control
and you drive me crazy
it's a burning desire, it's burning me
takes my heart and my soul, uh wow wow
'cause you're just like the fire, I'm goin' out
I'm getting crazy for you, I want you baby

p/s : writing for second time after the first time suddenly fail to upload and
missing all the previous post... argh... really burning me... cool takumi cool..
1 more month to go.. i`m counting the clock ticking... tick tock.. a lot of work to
do... a lot of to think... hafta go.. jaa ..

Tuhan Berikan Saya Lebih Masa

0 comments Published 4/03/2005 by reef.

Eyes on Me

Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Oh, did you ever know?
That I had mine on you

*Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I wanted to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I loved your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

p/s : finished marathon to old japan series `God Give Me More Time`. Finally,
i realize that japanese series turned fantasy or impossiblity into reality.
For the first 2 episode i`m not very interested in this story like my eagerness
when watched `Summer Snow` and `Innocent Witch`. But later the elaboration is
very good and i cant wait for the next episode. Japan series show their `Japan`
just like korean series show their `Korea`. As usual unexpected ending and you
all should watch this series to understand what i said. Well, hafta finish my
second fyp progress report. Welcome back to reality. Ittekimasu~!
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Hujung Minggu Datang Lagi

0 comments Published 4/01/2005 by reef.

MOVE
Blast My Desire

Hey, I'm calling on a New generation, advocating the arrival of a new age

How long will you keep pretending to forget this heartache? (Tension of a heart about to be ripped up)
Scowling at the night, with things deep in your eyes that can't hold you down (Clinging to this image)

Yeah, even the means of reaching out to and touching others' hearts
(Who you wanna be, who you wanna be, what you wanna see, what you wanna see)
The unknown couple will from here on...
(Hey, I'm calling on a New generation, listen! This will blast your love)

Blast my desire, break off the barrier
Wake me out of my sleeping dream (The skills to tear you up)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
A risky tune that shakes the ages (Break what you wanna break)

Grey set on this stage - common ordinary streets
The star's situation as he appears - a block party, jack the show
There's a slight buzz in the air - winds that stir up omens
Portending that you, who I believed in, will surely emerge alone

The beats overlap, the sparks overflow in a white afterimage (Mix the throbbing beat)
Chasing the wind from the lamented past, toward the shining future (The signal of provocation)

Together, we can overcome both limits and common sense
(Who you wanna be, who you wanna be, what you wanna see, what you wanna see)
The taut string is torn off
(Hey, I'm calling on a New generation, listen! This will blast your love)

Blast my desire, break off the barrier
Destroying all the unecessary luxuries (A burning wheel)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
We will outrun with the risky tune (Break what you wanna break)

Yeah, then the rich strings - the distorted sound of a gut-bustin' guitar
A bit of a sub-zero sequence - the subtle and essential harmony
Let's spend the night without talking, so we can be embraced by the majestic noise
We'll sense a world no one has seen before

Woh woh Blast my desire
Rather than standing still, we reach for the hazy light beyond the storm
Yes, we never stop

Grey set on this stage - common ordinary streets
The star's situation as he appears - a block party, jack the show
There's a slight buzz in the air - winds that stir up omens
Portending that you, who I believed in, will surely come - Listen! This will blast your love

Blast my desire, break off the barrier
Wake me out of my sleeping dream (The skills to tear you up)
Blast my desire, stronger than fire
A risky tune that shakes the ages (Break what you wanna break)

Blast my desire, (be what you wanna be)
Blast my desire (break what you wanna break)
(I'm advocating the arrival of a new age Be what you wanna be, be what you wanna be)
(I'm advocating the arrival of a new age Break what you wanna break)

p/s : theme song for initial D stage 4. i don`t know why i`m very2 deep into initial
D. i`ve change my old nick x^muska to takumi taken from this anime series. maybe
i `love` to drive. i`ll drive whenever i feel sad, happy, angry or just want to have
fresh tronoh air :P just press the pedal to 110 km/h and i`ll feel like flying or
i like to say `skying`. hehe. 1 more month before final exam and final presentation
for Final Year Project. Alhamdulillah the scholar finally fill my bank account again.
Hopely to use this weekend wisely. HAppY weekend all. Enjoy da songs :P
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Tiba - tiba Tenggelam . . .

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Kabus kekabut pemandangan
Menyembunyikan sebuah keindahan
Kedamaian yang dikaburi mata kasar
Hanya dapat dilihat mata hati yang celik

Tiba-tiba tenggelam jauh ke dasar lautan
Setelah melonjak jauh ke puncak awan
Perubahan cuaca mendadak tanpa ramalan
Perlu sediakan payung sebelum hujan melanda

Sinar mentari dan pelangi yang diimpikan
Namun sering badai ribut melanda
Mungkin semua halangan dan ranjau ditempuhi
Akhirnya kembali ke puncak awan
Menyaksikan sinaran mentari
Cerianya pelangi
Kerdipan bintang
Menghilangkan segala kesuraman
Ketemui ketenangan, ketenteraman dan keabadian
Sebuah pengertian dan kebahagiaan...

10.50 pagi
28 januari 2005
usm pulau pinang

p/s : tiba - tiba tenggelam. ilham semasa membuat eksprimen fyp.
lepas menyusuri jambatan pulau pinang dalam kabus pagi.
kita sedang berada di atas tiba-tiba boleh jatuh ke bawah.
kadangkala jatuh yang sukar untuk bangkit semula.
kadangkala kita rasakan semunya berjalan lancar tetapi ada
sahaja halangan. itulah lumrah kehidupan. bagai roda, kejap
di atas, kejap di bawah. mari sama sama fikirkan (-_-)
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