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0 comments Published 5/26/2005 by reef.

Broken Wings
by Alter Bridge

Fight the fight alone

When the world is full of victims

Dims a fading light

In our souls

Leave the peace alone

Now we all are slowly changing

Dims a fading light

In our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know

The things we hold

Are always first to go

And who's to say

We won't end up alone

On broken wings I'm falling

And it won't be long

The skin on me is burning

By the fires of the sun

On skinned knees

I'm bleeding

And it won't be long

I've got to find that meaning

I'll search for so long

Cry ourselves to sleep

We will sleep alone forever

Will you lay me down

In the same place with all I love

Mend the broken homes

Care for them they are our brothers

Save the fading light in our souls

In my opinion seeing is to know

What you give

Will always carry you

And who's to say

We won't survive it too

On broken wings I'm falling

And it won't be long

The skin on me is burning

By the fires of the sun

On skinned knees

I'm bleeding

And it won't be long

I've got to find that meaning

I'll search for so long

Set a-free all

Relying on their will

To make me all that I am

And all that I'll be

Set a-free all

Will fall between the cracks

With memories of all that I am

And I'll that I'll be

On broken wings I'm falling

And it won't be long

The skin on me is burning

By the fires of the sun

On skinned knees

I'm bleeding

And it won't be long

I've got to find that meaning

I'll search for so long

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Ujian Hidup

0 comments Published 5/24/2005 by reef.

Lifehouse

"Come Back Down"

Staring right back in the face
A memory can't be erased
I know, because I tried
Start to feel the emptiness
And everything I'm gonna miss
I know, that I can't hide

All this time is passing by
I think it's time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

Start to breathe and fake a smile
It's all the same after a while
I know, that you are tired
Carrying the ones you lost
A picture frame with all the thoughts
I know, you hold inside

I hope that you can find your way back
To the place where you belong

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

You're coming back down
You say you feel lost can I help you find it
When you come around
From time to time we all are blinded
You're coming back down
You don't have to tell me what you're feeling
I know what you're going through
I won't be the one that lets go of you

I think it's time to just move on

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

When you come back down
If you land on your feet
I hope you find a way to make it back to me
When you come around
I'll be there for you
Don't have to be alone with what you're going through

p/s: petang peperiksaan 2.30-4.30.
Jam sudah 10.45 pagi. Aku rasa sudah bersedia.
Aku rasa aku boleh melakukannya. Aku tidak mahu terlalu
konfiden atau tidak konfiden langsung. Buat
bese2 jek. Relax jek. Biar kekonfidenan datang
sendiri. Hari ini genap 10 bulan semenjak tarikh
keramat. Mampukah bertahan hingga 10 tahun?
Biarlah takdir penentu segala. Doa, usaha dan
tawakkal sahaja yang terbaik. Perancangan Yang
Esa paling terbaik. Amin!Layan lagu Lifehouse
ni bertajuk Come Back Down. Selamat ulang
bulan ke-10. Maassalamah.
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Sabtu . . . .

0 comments Published 5/21/2005 by reef.

Crazy Town - Hurt You So Bad

Now let me state it for the record
I'm jaded but when you looked at me
I couldn't escape it
I really hate it when I'm out of control
But baby after the show
My mind just wouldn't let go
Tell me was it a hallucination (hallucination)
That made me feel so alone (so alone)
And even though I had never met you before
I Can't get you out of my head
Now I'm pouring out my heart for you

CHORUS:
I never meant to hurt you so bad
I'm just trying to get over you
I hope you never meant to hurt me so bad
Don't you feel the same way too
I never meant to hurt you so bad
I never meant to hurt you

So now I sit and think of what I could say
When you look at me to re-ignite the connection
I'm gonna take you to a place beyond time
Somewhere that we've never been
Someplace that I couldn't find
Tell me if your feeling my addiction (my addiction)
Without you I just can't disguise (can't disguise)
How much I need to see your face one more time
Can't get you out of my head
Now I'm pouring out my heart for you

CHORUS

Uh huh, yeah yeah

CHORUS

Uh huh, yeah yeah
I never meant to hurt you
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Tah Hape Hape

0 comments Published 5/20/2005 by reef.

Malam
Kelam
Suram

Mata
Kerdip-kerdip
Ngantuk

Hati
Tenang
Gusar

Tidur
Mimpi
Igauan

Garbage
Smashing Pumpkins
Korn

Semalam
Esok
Lusa

Saya
Aku
Kami

Harapan
Impian
Angan-angan
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Pembentangan Projek Tahun Akhir

0 comments Published 5/18/2005 by reef.

Alhamdulillah. Syukur. Pemebentangan projek tahun akhir berjalan lancar.
Tiba-tiba keyakinan datang dengan bantuan Yang Maha Esa semasa proses
pembentangan. Semua pertanyataan pemerhati berjaya dijawab tanpa ragu sekali
sehingga akhir sekali tiada lagi pertanyaan. Saya amat berpuas hati kerana
telah buat yang terbaik. Tadi baru selesai peperiksaan pertama subjek pembezaan.
Puas hati juga namun tidak tahu keputusan bagaimana. Esok pelbagai urusan perlu
diselesaikan. 3 lagi peperiksaan bakal ditempuhi. Esok mula sambung
mengulangkaji juga.

Finally finished marathon tv series `LOST` till episode 22. Very the haunted
series. x-files + csi + taken + numbers + survivor = LOST. The end of each series
make me want to see the next episode. Baru juga lepas tengok `Tentang Die`.Emm.
Best tp slow. Lagi best `Mengejar Matahari` walau tidak sepopular `Tentang Die`.
Mau tido lah sayer. Selamat malam. Juga sedang melayan album BSB terbaru.
BSB nye lagu semakin matang. All songs are good as usual =)
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TIDAK LENGKAP

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Backstreet Boys - Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
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Awan Hitam Kelam

0 comments Published 5/07/2005 by reef.

Papa Roach - Black Clouds

This is making me crazy
These black clouds following me
So I look for signs of light
But rarely I see them

I return to my shelter
And I crawl in a bottle
I'm losing my will for this
So over emotional

Black clouds
They rain down but
They can't kill the sun

Confession of depression
This life I'm second-guessing
Like ashes to ashes
I always seem to fall down
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DIA FADILA - Andai

Cinta kau lafaz dulu
Dari jiwa hatimu
Terbukti kata
Tiada duanya
Aku mengharap kasihmu

Tiap purnama yang sepi berlalu
Aku dambakan kehadiranmu
Memegang jemari
Memeluk indah ku
Moga terpanar jiwamu

Dalam doa pilu
Fahami hatiku
Aku terluka aku merindu
Masih ada cinta ku menanti
Sinar cahaya

Korus:
Andainya ada cinta
Diruangan nalurimu kasih
Andainya ada rindu
Di lembaran sentuhan hatimu
Aku menanti aku menanti di dalam gelisah

Ohh kasih
Telah kau hancurkan kota ini
Kota cinta milik berdua
Yang kini sepi segala

Dalam doa pilu
Fahami hatiku
Aku terluka aku merindu
Masih ada cinta
Ku menanti sinar cahaya

Korus:
Andainya ada cinta
Diruangan nalurimu kasih
Anda ada rindu
Dilembaran sentuhan hatimu
Andai ada sayang
Kau janjikan untuk kita nanti
Aku menanti¡aku menanti di dalam gelisah

Bridge:
Dalam hati aku menyintai
Sepenuh hatiku seikhlas dulu
Andainya ada harapan yang nyata
Pasti akan kucurahkan semua

Korus II:
Andanya ada cinta
Diruangannya nalurimu kasih
Andai ada rindu
Dilembaran¡yeah¡yeah..yeah

Andai ada cinta
Di ruangan nalurimu kasih
Anda ada rindu
Dilembaran sentuhan hatimu

Andai ada cinta
Di ruangan nalurimu kasih
Andai ada rindu
Dilembaran sentuhan hatimu

Andai ada sayang
Kau janjikan
Untuk kita nanti

Andai ada cinta diruangan
Naluri¡.. (faded)
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Lifehouse - Blind

I was young but I wasn't naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
and still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not burry if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
and part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
and part of me died when I let you go

After all this while
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you is blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you'll ever know
and part of me died when I let you go

and I loved you more than you'll ever know
and part of me died when I let you go

p/s: 3 in 1. Very very the emo this saturday evening. Cool. Be cool.
Take a deep a breath. I know i`m very `semangat` for this Monday.
Relax. I hope and praying everything will be fine. Amin.
This is my life. This is my sacrifice. My everything. Fade . . . .
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Sabtu Yang Memberi Infiniti Harapan

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Infiniti? Mengapa infiniti? Kerna jenama Nissan di Amerika Infiniti?
Tidak. Infiniti kerna saya terlalu extreme tentang harapan. Harapan
saya dengan pembentangan terakhir projek terakhir saya berkisar tentang
kajian mengenai aktiviti mikroorganisma dalam mengurangkan kelikatan minyak
mentah. Harapan? Mengapa harapan? Kerna dengan harapan, kita ada halatuju dan
matlamat. Kita ada sesuatu yang ingin dicapai. Kita akan ada motivasi untuk
merealisasikannya. Barangkali orang akan berkata, nak harapkan apa lagi?
Apa lagi yang ingin diharapkan. Namun bagi saya, saya ada harapan. Saya harapan
kedua ibu dan bapa saya. Harapan bangsa dan negara. Kalau diikutkan, siapalah saya
di antara berjuta rakyat Malaysia. Namun, apakah yang membezakan antara kita?
Pendirian diri? Pemikiran? Itu yang membezakan kita. Kita yang daripada acuan
yang sama. Maka yang membezakan kita mungkin apa yang kita baca, apa yang kita
fahami, apa yang kita percayai, ahh, apa apaan. Kedengaran lagu baru Ahli Fikir
bertajuk Geleng amat pedas sekali. Kita yang hanya mengikut sahaja. Bukan
memberontak namun mungkin kita harus pertahankan apa yang kita percayai dan
pendirian kita. Ikut sahaja. Mengapa mahu membantah. Berbalik pada harapan.
Terima kasih pada saudari Mazura kerna pagi - pagi dan menerangkan sesuatu
yang amat penting untuk Isnin ini. Pagi Isnin ini jam 8 pagi adalah
perjuangan terakhir saya. Perjuangan yang mungkin lebih besar dari
peperikasaan sendiri. Perjuangan membuktikan kemampuan diri. Maaflah andai
tulisan hari ini berbaur lain. Saya sendiri berasa lain. Mungkin selepas Isnin
semuanya kan berubah. Salam undur diri dahulu. Wassalam.
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Awal Mei Yang Kesuraman

0 comments Published 5/06/2005 by reef.

Alhamdulillah. Jumaat datang lagi.
Jumaat yang penuh keberkatan. Semalam berjaya menghadapi 3 test
selama 3 jam dari pukul 10-11,11-12,12-1. Habis jek 3 test
sume i dun think i can think clearly. Finished last nite
menonton cite `ScoobyDo 2` dan `Be cool`. Masih menunggu
supervisor saye Dr Ismail untuk mendapatkan
kembali draft FYP kerna final presentation FYP isnin
ni jek. I just want to give my very best for my `last battle`.
Isnt that worth fighting for? Isnt that worth travelling
Tronoh to Sg Due several times? Yes. I admit its worth
as i gain as muchexperienced as i can. However, i
still hope i can at least get `A`. I know i`m not very good
in others subject but i know i`ve know my ownself, what i can do.
I don`t need any empathy or sympathy. I will proof insyaAllah
i can do it!Huh. A little bit EMO on peaceful friday morning
listening to `Korn - Hollow Life`.Lagu yg a little bit
mellow by Korn. Yeah Korn, that why life is peachy.
This weekend i`ll be preparing for my final FYP presentation
at 8am, Monday.I have no choice but to prepare very the
very best to proof and defend my own project, my life. Be cool me,
be coool like be cool movie. I think i have to
get my breakfast first before i`m getting more `emo`.
Lastly, aku suke geyl eyot lagu bawah ni yang `kontroversi`.
Akhir kata, mari banyakkan ibadat di hari jumaat yang mulia dan
berkat ini. Wish me luck.

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[Tentang Dia - Melly Goeslaw feat Evan]
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Sehitam langit di angkasa
Yag mendung memurungkan bumi
Takutku ke masa yang lalu
Menorehkan luka dalam hati

Kekasih yakini cintaku
Dinilah cintaku berlabuh
Perjalanan mencari jawaban
Berakhir karam dihatimu

Cerita cinta anak remaja
Menggauli kidung kasih
Punahkah takut di hati
Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah
Selamanya harus bersama
Buktikan kita bahagia

Tentang dia tak perlu kau risau
Lagu cinta hanya untuk kita
Dan kini tidurku tersenyum
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu

Kekasih yakini cintaku
Disinilah cintaku berlabuh
Perjalanan mencari jawaban
Berakhir karam dihatimu

Cerita cinta anak remaja
Menggauli kidung kasih
Punahkah takut di hati
Terkutuklah bila kita berpisah
Selamanya harus bersama
Buktikan kita bahagia

Tentang dia jangan pernah terlupa
Biar menjadi cerita
Dibalik cerita kita

Tentang dia tak perlu kau risau
Lagu cinta hanya untuk kita
Dan kini tidurku tersenyum
Oh gadis aku cinta padamu

Oh gadis aku cinta padamu
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